her instinct is to comfort, to hold him, and remedy this relapse into the past; having surfaced a turmoil that she knows to haunt him still. it truly breaks her heart. if only he could realize how much he isn’t like howard. ❝ our child wouldn’t see it like that, tony. him or her won’t look upon you as iron man, nor the famous tony stark… to them you’d be their dad. and that’s more than enough. – i just wish you would give yourself more credit. ❞ you are not your father. ❝ i mean, i’d love to have kids with you, i wantchildren, but i would never force you into something you don’t see yourself having. ❞ sadness looms within deep, blue hues, so much so that his joke is lost on her. ❝ i love you, i’ve known you for years, and the thing you fear most ? wouldn’t happen. believe me when i say you are better than that. you’re better than him. ❞
❝ –– no i just… –– it’s just me,honey. i’m one big mess. but you –– you can deal with anything on the freaking world. –– with grace. i’m just afraid I’d disappoint you as a father. i know you believe in me. i know babe. ❞ he breathed heavily. all those feelings that filled his genius head –– anxiety. panic. ❝ we are –– were different. i can’t say i didn’t love him. i still do. but you know part of my self can’t. ❞ a faint smile appeared on his lips. faint, but he didn’t have to pretend anything. ❝ ––– i want a family. even though i already have you and people around me with whom i sometimes fight in germany or space. the point is –– ––– i don’t know if i’m ready. but hell yeah i want it. ❞
a no nonsense look set the tone. azure orbs narrowing. pepper fightsthe urge to pinch at the bridge of her nose. ❝ i heardeverything, tony. ❞ but she lets him continue. freckled features turning soft, ❝ is that what you’re afraid of ?your children not accepting you as a father ?❞ a sincere expression that is short lived, and it’s back to the ‘really, tony ?’ vibe surrounding her persona. ❝ you know what ithink ?i think that’s only going to bring younew nightmares, and after the murderous cartoon fiasco, i’m not so sure i’d want to know what watching an alcoholic mad scientist could cause. ❞
❝ yeah, ––– i’m scared. ❞ he shook his head and shrugged. stark’s face was staring into the void. he tried to keep his voice balanced, but the stronger he seemed, the memories were coming back. ❝ i’m scared i will be able to give our child everything. everything ––– but not myself. for those kids out there. they think it’s great if their dad is tony stark or iron man. but for our kid ?? i didn’t care if my dad is howard stark or someone working as a bricklayer. i just wanted my dad. not a name. jarvis was more like my own dad –– my whole life ❞ tony chuckled bitterly and reached for her hand. ❝ i lived a bit like rick and morty, before i was –––. well –– now i should have a series, something more like batman. ❞ he chuckled.
The alien stood a little straighter, hands curling into loose fists before uncurling again immediately. “I– I’m not sure I’d call myself powerful but…” Her eyes lingered closed for a split second longer when she next blinked. “Yes, I am who he intended you to meet. My name is Vartouhi. It is an honor to meet one of Earth’s greatest minds.”
❝ –– vartouhi. ❞ stark said her name in a whisper. stared cautiously at the woman. a slight smirk raced through his thoughtful face. ❝ one of earth’s greatest minds. i’m flattered. and yeah ––– i admit. i’m not so bad. ❞ with another smirk tony pointed to empty chairs at his right. ❝ please –– i think that you should tell me more about yourself. ‘cause fury isn’t the kind of guy who would tell me his fancy stories at starbucks –– and sorry. i’m tony by the way. ❞
ℏℚ • ━━━ ❝ I think you know I can’t stay away from you, Tony. I’ve missed you—and if you insist. ❞
❝ i’ve missed you too. ––– i just didn’t expect you here. i ––– thought you didn’t want to see me anymore. because you said you wouldn’t come back. and this time it sounded ––– quite convincing so. ❞
pepper was half coherent when woken abruptly, but followed along with his explanation, regardless of the drowsiness. ❝ you’re sure you want me to answer that ? ❞ with her free hand, she rubbed at her eyes, willing the grogginess to dissipate into thin air. lets try this again. ❝ so… you dreamt a fictional character, and his friendmurdered our baby, and then sought to kill us ? – and for the record, i happen to love the outdoors. i bet i could give you a reason to visit nature, ❞ there’s a cheeky grin on the rise upon tired features, and minuscule amount of mischief hidden behind oceanic blues. ❝ tony, i don’t think it’s… all that weird ?? i mean don’t get me wrong it is definitely strange, but everyone experiences odd dreams sometimes. maybe your subconscious is trying to tell you something ? – having a baby wouldn’t be so terrible, i certainly wouldn’t mind…. unless.. you think it would be ? ❞
❝ excuse me. –– honey. ––– did you hear what i was saying ?? i said adventure time. cartoon characters. swords. killing. chasing. and your takeway is BABY?! ❞ tony was confused. slightly narrowed. thinking eyes. were staring at her. ❝ don’t get me wrong. babe. not that i don’t want kids ––– but would kids want me ?? ❞ he shrugged. ❝ i should stop watching the show. probably. ❞ tony took a deep breath, lying back. ❝ i should start with rick and morty instead. ❞
❛ I SWEAR IT’S NOT AS BAD AS IT LOOKS ! ❜ his hands come up in defense but the black eye, scrapes and other injuries on his face was an OBVIOUS give away. ❛ it’s just some bad guy, i got it though, i swear. ❜ his constant swears were even starting to annoy him. brown eyes look up, just WAITING to hear the reaction, though he felt it wouldn’t be good.
“that’s it ?? ––– just some bad guy ?? geez, it’s never JUST, kid. understand??” stark’s voice changed from angry to silent, almost as if he was talking to himself. he stared at the kid’s face that wasn’t only beaten. stark knew it. oh hell yeah –– of course he knew it. he knew peter wasn’t doing it on purpose. the mechanic knew how much he wants to help people. he’d sacrifice so much for that –– maybe his own life. and tony was afraid. he was afraid that someday ––– somebody might ki––hurt him. peter’s heart was so pure. sometimes stark blamed himself for dragging him into this.
“just. god. –– sit down. this mess needs disinfection. –– in the best case.” the golden avenger turned his back to him. it took a while before he returned with a first aid kit. “hold still. kid.” his eyes fixed with care on peter. “i should punch you too. i told you –– hold back. listen. i know you working hard. but even superheroes need rest. time to time. and i didn’t mention that your aunt will kill me ––– because you’re my what ??spider-burden. right.”
❝ all i’m saying is ––– simplethanks would be enough. i flew over half the world. so what’s the big deal ?? ‘cause i canceled my lunch with the pope so now i’m totally going to go to hell. ❞
stark straightened in his chair. if he felt any doubts about his words. he didn’t let it know. and oh yes –– he felt it. stark was feeling doubts. as always. ❝ here’s a thing, pal. everytime i try to do something right –– everyone sees it as another bad step from stark. and i’m tired of playing these boyband team games. ❞
❝ hold on ––– hold on. i’ll tell you. just give me a sec, babe. ❞ the mechanic took a deep breath and leaned back against the bed. stark ran his hand over his face, reaching for pepper’s hand. ❝ do you ever have crazy dreams. like ––– crazy and freaking serious at the same time ?? ❞ he snapped his fingers, and the room filled with dim light. tony felt uncomfortable, not seeing her face in the darkness. ❝ okay. so we had a baby –– don’t look at me like that. and –– we were somewhere on a trip ––– in some forest. which is pretty crazy too. why would i go to forest ?! well but it wasn’t just a normal forest. suddenly everything was cartooned. and our child was beaten by jack and finn from adventure time. they took their swords and cut the baby in half. which is –– okay i guess. but after that our child split into two and they wanted to kill us. so tell me –– is it crazy that i’m dreaming about adventure time or about child ?! ❞
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“What holds you back?” She asked a little arrogantly, and this time without a pinch of amusement. “You’ve been away for so long, I’m not even sure I should still consider you as my partner.“
❝ ––– strange huh. i thought you’re more like my babysitter. ❞ the man raised his eyebrows with an amused smirk on his cheeky lips –– how typical for tony stark. his chocolate eyes stared at her. ❝ ––– and ya know what daddy does with a babysitter ?? ❞
❝ the darkest places in hell are reserved for those who maintain their silence at times of crisis. ❞
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est: may 2013 // re: oct 2016
616 & cinematic based.
dark themed. nsfw.
before you step into something. read rules and info.
this blog is a bit eccentric. went through a lot of shit.
IMPORTANT SHIT.dmg
first. i’m not good at writing the rules. simply ‘cause i break the rules and i hate forcing someone to play by rules. you should know the basics. yup, this is an independent tony stank. i have no rights. no ownership. second ?? everything here is important. lemme explain you something. i was private & selective & god knows what. this system of things that started to become popular. sometimes it seemed to me like the holocaust. everyone has the right to be exceptional. i chose tony and i know in my heart that he’d give an opportunity to everyone. i’m not strictly private. just a little selective, i choose with who i want to rp according to character and how their blog affects me. a good theme isn’t everything. not everyone is handy with adobe package or giving money for one. true that i prefer mutual based threads. but if i don’t follow you, doesn’t mean i hate or don’t like you.
same thing for exclusivity, mains and stuff. i don’t do this. sorry. i’m not obliged to tell you with whom you can write. i don’t do it in my personal life, won’t do it here either. even my opinion could be slightly different, it’s still just my opinion, nothing else. i would feel bad for the others. i’ve been rping for 9 years and i experienced a lot ‘cause people felt uneasy. you’re welcome to send me memes, asks, tag me in things. simply do whatever you want. but if you want to continue in any asks ( memes ), please cut them and start in a new post. rated as a highly nsfw. triggers. dark themes blog.
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